Adorkable Laurie

I know I don't usually do this, but. I'm having one of those moments where everything just fucking sucks. I'm not enjoying my math class, I'm not understanding the material. And I keep getting into these tiffs and stuff with friends. And this is like, the 9th time this semester/year that I've wished I could go home. Like, I could happily drop out of school today and go home.

I hate knowing that about myself. I hate feeling like I have no reason to be here, like no one wants me here. And I don't know what to do about it. I just sent a note to my friend Liz about things and hopefully everything gets cleared up. But this wanting to be home shit? I haven't felt like this since I was at BYU. And knowing that, and how horrible that experience was out there at the time is kinda bothering me. I hate that I essentially let myself get into this situation again.

Fuck me.

Also.

01.) Full name?
02.) Best friend?
03.) Sexuality?
04.) Favorite color?
05.) Relationship status?
06.) Ideal mate?
07.) Turn-ons?
08.) Last sexual experience?
09.) Favorite food?
10.) Crushes?
11.) Favorite music?
12.) Biggest fear?
13.) Biggest fantasy?
14.) Quirks in bed?
15.) Bad habits?
16.) Biggest regret?
17.) Best kept secrets?
18.) Last thought?
19.) Worst sexual experience?
20.) Biggest insecurity?

I'm sure most of you already know...or you don't care, but either way. I got the Community Advisor position! For those at other schools, it's also an RA but we're special at central.

So I ended up making a mock-up of my first door dec for a friend on IJ who really loves a play that they're finally moving on to broadway after like, 7 years of being in shop and all that. She used to be a RD so she knows how the res life thing goes and I had asked her opinion and she really liked the idea :]

( Fall 2009 Door Decs for 2nd Nickerson )

I plan on doing this for all my resies next year because they're nearly all theater kids. The SHIP (special housing interest placement) is on 1st and is mainly freshmen, so when they finish their first year...they just move up! And I decided to go with a theater themed door dec for the first one! Let me know what you think :-X

Oh, and I realize that that's not the actual playbill, but I googled it and just...went with a little improv for it. So hopefully it's okay!

In the words of my parent's fridge alphabet magnets...just killz me now. I feel like I am going to die. Thank god I started up birth control last month, otherwise I'd probably be too stressed to have any egg dropping until fucking July. And I'm thinking Baroque is the last fucking thing I need to be listening to at this moment. The harpsichord, it grates at my nerves and my soul.

( Laura's Big To Do List of Doom )

Mmm, updating my family trees! Now all I have to do is work on the family blurbs and I'm golden.

So, I just joined this pretty sweet game over at insanejournal called The Last 3 Years. It's basically a performing arts academy in the Berkshires (western Massachusetts), and the characters are all based on characters from musicals. Needless to say, it kinda owns my heart right now. But I know how much you guys like musical theatre, so I figured I would put up a link and encourage you guys to make friends for my Leaf Coneybear pup. Because a character named Forrest, PB'd by Colin Hanks, is the most brilliant idea of a Tom Hanks homage I could imagine up. And is pretty loltastic.

Musicals include Spring Awakening, In The Heights, Wicked, The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee, & The Drowsy Chaperone. There are more, but that's the ones I thought might entice you guys *pointed look at Lettie*

I have the coolest door decoration/information thingy ever. I made it myself, too :] ( photo!!! )

And, this may be included as a "sweet treat" in my care package if the recipient lives in a rez hall of some sort *eyebrow waggle*

LETTERS
To: (character played by you or me or anyone else)
From: (one of my characters)
RE: (You can choose a love letter, angry letter, sad letter, advice with how to deal with another person, resigning from something, applying for something, a venting letter about another character, whatever. If you want something written about a third character, you will have to name that individual)

If you want to write back IC, or something, feel free!

K, so I was going to make an lj poll for this, but apparently it is being a bitch for me instead. So instead, a comment would be superb.

I just finished a book I was reading and now I'm ready to move on. So, my question is...what should I read next?

a) The Tales of Beedle the Bard by JK Rowling
b) The Prophet of Yonwood (the 3rd book of Ember) by Jeanne DuPrau
c) Gossip Girl by Cecily von Ziegesar
d) Unwind by Neil Shusterman


Annnnnd go!

I am going to have to order this. lol, Spiderman and Obama share a fist bump. I'm sure it is terribly epic.

CRISTINA! I AM PRETTY SURE THAT MARY JUST SWOONED IN MY HEAD. THIS SHOULD BE ADDRESSED, PRONTO!

Pick any of my characters and I'll tell you their patronus; what form it takes, why I chose it for them, and if there are any other facts I'd like to share.

http://www.princetonol.com/groups/iad/lessons/middle/animals2.htm This is the site I Cristina goes to, so. Yes. Help me figure this out lmao <3